Erica's ABCs

A is for apprehensive. The feeling that I live with 90% of my day.
B is for buckeys. The athletic affiliation that I have yet to become addicted to.
C is for chocolate. An ingredient that I used in last night's dessert however I have no idea how to pronounce it... Clafolis... anyone?
D is for death. The feeling that I have had lurking around me all this week... Can't quite figure out why.
E is for excitement. The emotion that I experience every time I look at Sam.
F is for fear. The feeling that controls all of us from every experiencing life to its fullest. Growing up has afforded me two things: wisdom and fear–I loath the latter.
G is for gratitude: What I feel for the blessings that have been bestowed upon me from someone far more knowledgeable than myself and the many chances that I have had...
H is for humility: A characteristic that I should really work on...
I is for idiot: Because I just had to go down the entire list of letters to figure out what was after H.
J is for juxtaposition. A word that is used far too often.
K is for Kendall. My new last name... that sounds funny... my new last name?
L is for lingering. A word that denotes way too many things on my to-do list for life.
M is for memory. Something I think I am losing.
N is for Nancy. A lady that I admire very much.
O is for ordinary. The kind of life that I lead and I try to fool myself into thinking that I don't.
P is for passive aggressive. A trait that I am desperately trying to overcome.
Q is for Quarizan. A company that has a cool name... sorta.
R is for running. The worst activity ever.
S is for simplify. Something I am whole-heatedly trying to do with my life, work, relationships and just about everything else that I touch and am touched by.
T is for trust. Something that lacks in anyone who is Italian... it's like it's a genetic deficiency. Sorry, we're just always skeptical–it's just who we are.
U is for underneath. Because there is always something looming underneath the surface just dying to come out.
V is for victorious. A feeling that I want Sam to know.
W is for wind. A power to bring about change and alter one's life course.
X is for xebra. God's gift to people who hate colorful patterns... Um... that would be me! Just give me black and white please :)
Z is for zooming. What Oscar the hamster does in his wheel every night.

ok... I think I got 'em all. Oh, and new hair... :)